Jangan Tidak Pernah Bersyukur..

"Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.

Jangan pernah leka dengan nikmat yang Allah limpahkan.

Jangan mudah senang dengan apa yang dikecapi, namun ini bukan bermaksud kita tamak.

Allah itu kaya, Allah itu maha mengetahui tentang kita yang sangat kerdil ini.."

I'm always worried about how things should be after I resigned from my previous workplace.. I am too worried and conscious about my car payment, my insurance, my bills and you just name all the never ending bills here.. Biasa la, lumrah manusia.. Enough is not enough.. I'm pretty sure you heard of that before?

I talked to my mom a lot about this.. And she always told me that.. "Min, if you fix your relationship with Allah SWT, definitely your heart will be more at ease, you won't feel so panic and inshaaAllah, HE the merciful will help you"... 

Alhamdulillah, I admit that last time I was too busy looking for the so called "rezeki"..  But I often neglected my responsibility as a Muslimah.. What had happened to my relationship with my creator? I must have been ashamed with what I've been doing for all this while.. 

Here I am, in this very new year, I am trying my best to fix things up.. My relationship with Allah -- be it Solat, Apparel, and also the Prophet Muhammad SAW's sunnahs.. InshaaAllah, I will obey things that I should have done.. For truly, I can tell that by patience and solat, magic and miracle do happen. Therefore, believe that Allah never sleeps and always listening to us, and our prayers inshaaAllah.

I guess it's time to always be thankful no matter what, as you never know there are more people who suffer worst things than you are facing now, mashaAllah. 

Resolution: Reorganising Things and Looking for the Solutions

Hello!
Still, it's not too late for me to wish myself and everybody a happy new year and welcome 2015. As stated in my previous post on the ups and downs of my 2014... I am pretty sure everybody has their own experience kan?

So, what is your resolution?  to me.. resolution is more towards organising things from what to be prioritised from the most important and least important.... and yes, once when it's organised, we gotta look for solutions and alternatives to make it work kan? :D

2015

• Earlier part of the year, I have to work hard to find part time jobs to cover my expenses. Currently, i'm now at my third trimester of pregnancy and it's quite impossible for people to hire pregnant lady, especially when they have reached their third trimester. Kind of susah. Right? Lagi lagi bila pikir balik how the previous company had treated me.. MashaaAllah, ngeri!
• March, the little one will be in my arms - InshaaAllah, If he really follow the cycles of 40 weeks of pregnancy, the baby is expected to arrive and meet everyone on the 21st March 2015. Seriously, not that far from now you see :)
• I want to stay focus on my responsibilities as a wife, daughter, sister and a friend. I know i have not much time but the considerations on things to be prioritised take place here.. and yes, added to another responsibility --> being a mom!
• To commit seriously in my masters education... this is no kidding... i've worked hard and committed in my second semester, thinking about how much I messed things up during my first semester... Frankly, I started to feel the good vibes, with the help and cooperation with fellow friends. 
• Well, basically I want  to just work hard to get my dream career, to work in one of the local institutions as a lecturer and keep my mouth shut.. boleh? :)
• Of course, to be a better muslimah :) sama sama la kita belajar ok? 

Well, that's about mine... what about yours? Remember, organise, and look for solutions and aternatives --> that's make resolutions be motivation :D 

It's Never Easy To Be In Other's Shoes

Salam! 

I'm actually delaying my posting.. because i'm  not sure whether or not this could be shared here... It has been a crazy week previously, full of colours - things are no longer grey, it's combination of colours. But maybe that's what life is all about, ain't it? 

Need not for me to mention what actually has been happening to me last week - as for me, it's enough for my husband, family and close friends to know about it... but this really taught me a lesson... well, not only one, but LESSONS.. 

I learn that it's always good to prepare for worst, 

I learn that it's never enough sit comfortably where you are,

I learn that not everyone could accept you the way you are

                                                     (believe it or not, this is the realm world. Getting cruel day by day)

I learn that not everyone will be by your side when you're down 

I learn that not all will understand you the way you want it to be, 

I learn that unexpected events are to be considered as expected

I learn that sadness can never be heal by faking smiles or laughs, 

I learn that the one who empowers to feel your tears, sorrow is only you, and HIM

I learn that the one who listens to the feelings that we wish to share is HIM

I learn that I am not grateful enough - always forgetting to thank HIM

I learn that people are not the same as you are

                                                        (Never put high hope on people, do things sincerely)

I learn that to have a friend,  be a friend

I learn that to love, is to give and not to whine 

I learn that to compromise is to understand 

I learn that to be free is to let go 

I learn that to walk ahead is to move on 

I learn that after all the things you went through, you'll be stronger. 

I learn that HE tested you because HE loves you 

                                                       (For wanting you to be a better person)

I learn that it's never easy to be in one's shoes.... 

(Sarah Yasmin Azizan, 5/4/2014- 1306pm)

The Beauty of Positivism

Salam!

Sharing things here  won't harm right as this is my territory? chewah!

I suddenly feel like I have tons of things to say, express and just to scribble here on my playground... 

I was truly affected with my previous post that I felt down, well that is not the only contribution that leads to my doom-kind-of feeling, however maybe because of the surroundings now, today and gosh, what more to come in the future? 

We, meaning ALL of us in this world are heere without knowing what's gonna happen the next minute in your life... this same goes to reflection.. some of us are aware that we are surrounded by too much sense of pessimism, and some refused to open any door towards negativity but to choose positivity in life... 

Is there any way that can make this easier?

Is there any way that we can all gather to be in the positive vibes?

I choose to be happy. Tapi, to be happy is not easy so how? Here's how I do it:- 

1. Tebalkan muka - that's what you just have to do when dealing with pessimistic and negativism..
2. Reflect  - Always reflect on things that you have done - whether or not it somehow affects one's life..
3. Close your eyes, nose and just shut Up - Admitting the fact that how much we used to love gossips, hot news and rumours. I learned that these are all craps. hahah... Memang seronok dengar itu ini, pasal orang ni pasal orang tu and all.. but trust me it won't bring you anywhere, except to just make you feel so bad.. and at the end of the day. you tend to hurt sebab orang pun akan bercakap pasal u... so, better shut up :)
4. Forgive and Seek for Forgiveness - we are human, and we can never run from this..we say things, we made mistakes.. but to ask for forgiveness to the person you hurt that could be intentionally, or unintenionally will somehow lead you to a "better feeling" phase... and yes, if someone is there, hurting you and asking for your forgiveness, sila lembutkan hati and cuba maafkan.. no harm done pun.. although forgetting those shits they put you through seemed tough, however, fogiving them will somehow help you to move on better. :) 

So, is there any tips to be shared here as well? Oh come on..starting today, let's just promote optimism among us.. percayalah, tak rugi apa pun :) 

2 days to First Year Marriage Anniversary :)

Salam Salam Salamm :) 

Hehe.. okay fine.. you can punish me sebab tertinggal 2 hari.. but after all, it's good what? So that orang kurang menyampah kan? hahah! Nanti if you were to read all these marshmellow posts mesti macam malu dan tak hengen... lalu tiada selera nak melawat my belog,no? :p

Last three days, as I was busy doing some spring cleaning for our room, I spontaneously have the point to share with you about the differences between life before married and after married.. now now now, calm down anak anak! :D 

Okay, as life goes on..marriage is about RESPONSIBILITY :) true enough, we are all born with responsibilities, but more responsibilities to come after you decided to commit in certain things, yes? :)

Bila dah kahwin, your priority tends to change..maybe last time, you tend to think about yourself, tapi sekarang ni, there are more to think. :) some might not notice, some are aware... let's just go through some of the list:-

1. Sebelum kahwin, you eat for yourself... cari makan and not to think much about others at home sebab most of us have that thinking "confirm semua dah makan ni... ada kaki, ada tangan... buat semua sendiri!".. muahaha.. kejam? I know right.. but this will change eventually... You akan rasa lebih bertimbang rasa, or concern after kahwin.. sebab fikir.. suami u dah makan? everything is well prepared tak? Ingat Mak Cik cakap awal awal... tak nak kan jadi Isteri Durhaka? muahaha
2. Sebelum kahwin, jangan harap la nak basuh toilet ke ape setiap minggu... but hallu ladies, things are started to change...sebab automatically, you will always want the best for everything, yes? 
3. Sebelum kahwin, pack barang semua sendiri punya barang bila nak travel.. Sekarang? ha...semua kena tolong fikirkan.. :) 

In a way, life as a wife... it doesn't mean that you are just being a wife and to obey what your husband said... it's more towards carrying your responsibilities with effort, as well as to share what's your expectation, as well as you hubs.... 

Marriage life ni.. SPMS atau KPI tu doesn't limit to only twice a year.. it's all about reflecting... and kita sebagai wife, I believe it's really cliche for us to hold the title as manager in the family... of kos la  the hasbens jadi CEO :) 

At the end of the day, that's the bottom line.... mind to commit in more responsbilities? However, i never regret it :)



tick tock tick tock! soon... 26th January 2014 :D

5 days to First Year Marriage Anniversary :)

Assalamualaikum!
Yo, what's up?
As promised, this week will be a special week dedicated to my wedding anniversary ye! :)

Since we are five days away from our wedding anniversary, let me share with you another difference of before and after married,ye? :) I mentioned something else yesterday, siap ada drum rolls kan... today is another difference... and it's:-

You have 2 Families Now :) 

Yeap, true enough... Sebelum bercinta, tak dinafikan semua orang akan cuba memenangi hati bakal bakal mertua diorang... masa tu, belajar masak la.. nak pergi "menghadap" sanggup g beli baju baru ye tak? atau tak pun malam sebelum "menghadap" tu, habis satu lemari digodam nya.. kan? haha.. used to that...

I have to say that sebelum kahwin, a lot of riddles in your mind thinking about the norms that your "new" family have, their culture, their usuals and all la ek..

With Mom in Law

Tapi Alhamdulillah, after kahwin.. and when I get the chance to get to know my new family better, i am very thankful for having them as well...Very supportive, though some times my brothers in law can be too cheeky at times.. LOL.. To be frank, it's not easy to cope up with things.. ye la, nak jadi isteri yang baik, menantu pilihan, anak yang disayangi kedua ibu bapa, kakak yang pengasih, cewah... kan? Tak payah blajar tinggi sangat pun, tapi, tanggungjawab dah ada banyak dah.. Alhamdulillah, through thick and thin... I am coping up well.. tak caya? tanya la hasben i :p

Masa Raya 2013 - Ignore my selekeh-ness :D

With new auntie, new cousin :)

One of my brothers in law :)

So, kalau dah kahwin... there's no such things as pikir only the husband and wife sahaja... no such things as the world of both of you... but we have to be considerate, tolerate and accept whatever strength and weaknesses. :)

My Family :) 

Ha.. cukup la untuk hari ini ok? Apa pun, thank you, Alah for giving me the best parents in the world and the awesome parents in law in the world, Aminn!

My Husband Turns 26

Hello,Salam!

Yeap, i've been hibernating for so long. I have lots of things to share.. And yes, look at the topic.. Alhamdulillah, my husband turns 26, last 14.01.2014..

Well, decided to go for something different this year.. And since this year is the first year for us to celebrate this day together, apa lah lagi kan.. Mak Jems telah bersepakat dengan Office Mate Haffby yang sangat helpful and not to forget, gorgeous.. Namanya Fatin.. She helped to organise a surprise luncheon for le birthday boy a day before his birthday.. (13.01.2014) and Alhamdulillah, it all went well :) Haffby pun memang terkezut zut zut :p

Pada malamnya pulak, he thought it's only my parents and I je nak blanja dia makan.. Rupa rupanya the whole Jijan's Crew.. Waiting for him at the restaurant.. We celebrated at Marhaba Restaurant, Publika.. Happy to see everybody enjoyed their food and had such wonderful time :) 

Haa.. So here comes more exciting part.. The exact date of his birthday.. Nyehs! Pagi tu, i terpaksa tak bagitahu dia perkara sebenar.. *i'm sorry love, just wanted to surprise and make you happy on your 26th BornDay,gittew*.. so, off I went with my brother in law to fetch my youngest brother in law kat Ampang.. Ya Allah, rasa bersyukur sangat sebab segalanya dipermudahkan.. Kebetulan besday boy ada pulak masuk pertandingan kawad kaki comes berarak sempena Maulidur Rasul di Masjid Besi.. 

Tapi, disebabkan bagi alasan nak ambik eye glasses, gigihkan diri jugak menyeret my two brothers in law to come with me to Sunway Pyramid and take my glasses.. Phewh, nasib la sempat.. Tak dapat nak bayangkan kalau kena ambik on weekends.. Ampun, tak sanggup dengan nak hadap jam dan mencari parkir lagi.. Aduhhhh!!

Okay, biasa la ye.. Kalau i dah start bercerita, memang drama tu xboleh lari dari Sarah Yasmin Azizan ni.. hehe! Back to the story, all of is managed to work on another surprose for him.. This time around kat Wadihana Islamic Steakhouse, Bangi.. Ahhhaaa... Memang besday boi terkezut zut zut lagi and biasa la...i'm married to a very sensitive and emotional boi.. Jadi menitik skitttt air matanye.. Sebab dapat berkumpul dgn adik adik and parents together.. Siapa tak happy kalau dapat berkumpul dengan family kann??

Well Haffby, i really hope that this will be something meaningful for you.. I don't have much money to buy you luxorious things, I however have a heart to put effort in trying to make you happy.. :) 

Happy 26th Love. May Allah bless you. 

SIDC's 2013 CSR

Salam Sayang Semua!

How have you guys been doing ya? 

I hope everyone is having great time.. especially for all the Mamas and Papas as now is the season of School Holidays.. Therefore, mesti banyak masa diluangkan bersama anak anak kan kan :D 

Well, as for me, my weekends were and are never boring.. It is always filled with activities tau... And recently, last weekend (14th and 15th December 2013), I was at Penang... yup yup, wanna know why? 

It was the time of the year where we had this CSR and Away Day for SIDC Staff.. and the choice of destination is Penang...Reason being is that we are heading to Taman Negara Pulau Pinang untuk melepaskan Anak Anak Penyu ke Laut.. Awww ;-)

Day 1 (13.12.2013)

Dalam Bas with Kak Pah yang Comeiii

Kami bertolak naik bas, *Yeap, saya sangat excited bila naik bas..hehe, dari zaman belajar lagi okeh*.. So, bas gerak pukul 7.15 and Alhamdulillah, managed to sampai hotel di Batu Feringghi pukul 2.00 pm  ++ macam tu... Hado? 

Why it took quite longer time? Sebab..Haaa... Biar Mami habaq na... betul betul sebelum masuk Tol Sungai Juru tu, boleh pulak bas tu terhenti... cheh, TER tau... dah la pulak. takde air cond you olls! Masa tu, nasib baik la I takde nak bermekap sangat, tapi best jugak la sebab peluh peluh bagai.. to think back, untung la penyu tu sebab kitorang datang dengan haruman semerBOK.. haha!

Sempat capture this Picture dalam Bas :D

The Ladies are busy talking to each other :) 

And the Journey begins... From my view :D

the Rabbit Rock 

I just love this emerald color water! :D 

Batu Buaya... Look at it properly... macam head of crocodile kan!

So, dah sampai hotel, letak barang and we gerak ke Jeti terus... sebab apa? Sebab Pusat Konservasi Penyu tu berada di Pulau Kerachut and yes, mesti la naik boat kan *Lagi lahhh saya excited*.. The journey to Pulau Kerachut from the Jetty took us around 20 minutes... and once sampai sana, it's around 3.00pm something masing masing dah lapar tahap kebuluq dah... Apa lagi? Dijamah pulak dengan Nasi Minyak *thinking ada penyu kahwin ke? :p* and also ayam masak merah and daging masak mamak...pergh, sedap... elok pulak lepas habis makan tu, kitorang dijemput untuk dengar ceramah pasal inisiatif inisiatif untuk penjagaan Penyu dekat Pulau Kerachut tu... *amek kau, nak berbahasa kann :p* Tapi, dek tempat tu yang ala ala malap and orang baru habes makan, definitely la semua pun macam nak ZzzZZzzz.... hahaha! 

Kan I dah kata...semua muka kekenyangan je kann

How they got away..from ze eggs :D 

Well, tepat pukul 6.00 ptg, we are set to go with En Mansur, the person in charged at Taman Negara Pulau Pinang to really see the Lil Penyu *or I call it BabyNyu*.. as well as to release the BabyNyus to the sea... *Ya Allah, masa tu aku yang feeling lebih...terasa pulak macam nak lepaskan Anak untuk dia mencari kebebasan dan mengorak langkah untuk masa depan yang lebih baik... haih...Drama, Drama je lah aku niii* 

Mommy Min and baby Nyu :D 

Kak Ani and her BabyNyu

Maria- her first time ever holding the babyNyu... i'm so proud of you bebeh!

My baby Nyu is set to go 

Farewell dear babyNyu 

Second round of letting BabyNyu go :D

Three Musketeers :D 

As semua orang dah bid farewell kat all the BabyNyus, we head back to the hotel.. Allah, lupa pulak nak bagitahu hotel mana... it is The Grand Sands Resort Penang, by Shang Ri La..*Apa lagi.jealous ler cepat..haha.. kidding!* Bila dah berpanas panasan di dalam bas, dan juga meluangkan masa bersama penyu penyu tu, peluh lagi la berganda ganda... Therefore, I felt berlengas and terus naik bilik mandi.. baru makan! so, that was the end of day one!

Day 2 (14.12.2013)

I shared room with Kak Maz.. and she's very punctual person, but somehow can tolerate with my laziness... Biasa la, I bila dah dapat Katil Hotel tu... bak kata Kak Maz... "berkubang" je tau dalam selimut tu.. bukan apa, syiiok woii! 

Okay, so after breakfast, kitorang head to the beach for the telematch activities with all fellow colleagues.. terbaik! Pada pagi itu juga, saya dapat hadiah...which is kulit i beberapa tone gelap dari tone yang sedia ada... jadi, lagi gelap la iols... haih!

a selfie would do :) 

Me n Sha - the cute girl ever

Breakfast with them ladies :D

Balik bilik, mandi bagai *sebelum tu, sempat Berkubang for 30 minutes..memang, kesian room mate saya- geleng kepala je tengok!*... Pastu terus lunch kat bawah... and borak borak borak sampai kokak.. haha... pastu masuk balik bilik, and kaboooommm! Berkubang time! kali ni Kak Maz pun terjebak! haha

Petang petang tu, terjaga dari Berkubang, and tiba tiba tterasa macam nak melawa and jenjalan tepi pantai... for a sunset photo shoot... apa lagi, aku seret sekali roomies saya *nak buat macamana.. akibat berkubang, kena tinggal dengan Kak Fiza and Kak Pah.. padan muka saya..haha :p *

Everyone, this is Kak Maz :D

Us again - mind the domokness of my pipi : p

Isn't it lovely? 

Selfie Lagi :D

With them at the Batu Feringghi Night Market 

My boss celebrated his 17th birthday that night... haha! he actually had not idea that we had cake for him!

Bila dah penat posing sakan bagai, we head straight to the Garden Cafe for a dinner full of Seafood *unfortunately, saya bukan penggemar Seafood*... Okay, pas makan... kitorang layankan karenah akak akak yang nak shopping untuk anak anak and hasben kat rumah... Off we went to Batu Feringghi's night market! best wok!

Day 3 (14.12.2013) 

Bangun pepagi, seperti biasa dibangunkan oleh Kak Maz.. kitorang head to have breakfast and then terus splash splash kat pool before balik KL...

Tepat jam 12.00 tgh hari, we pushed off to KL.. and sebab ja yang melampau ganda nya, we reached SC at 7.45pm... haihh!

Amacam? Okay tak? Apa yang i boleh cakap is.. i had a great time.. and time macam ni la you nak beramah mesra dengan colleagues you, and to get to know more about them.. and also.. ber GOSSIP... oopS! 

:D