The BitterSweet of 2014

Salam and hello!

I'm currently in front of my notebook, smiling and thinking about where to start.... true, some of my friends did contact me and asked me what happened to me? where have I gone missing and the 'kasar' but 'sayang' remarks like "hidup lagi ke tak tuan punya blog ni?"... hahah! yes, i'm still alive and getting lively day by day... 

2014... hmm, not just a plain number, not an ordinary year for me... this is going to be a long post... why? I shall start with things that I wish to recap throughout the journey in 2014... true enough, life is like a wheel...

My 2014 started with the beautiful celebration of my husband's birthday... he turned 26 this year and I am thankful for having supportive and loving family members around me to help me made the celebrations happened..and not to forget, his friends at his office who managed to work it out :) banyak betul celebration awak ye cik abang? Simply because I love you okay,, :D

Haffby and I on our 1st Wedding Anniversary. Love u Mucho!

Then, comes March,,, I was notified that my contract at my previous company *which I really enjoyed and had fun working and meeting new people other than gained new experience* was not to be continued... Sad, devastated and depressed - I have to admit... but thinking about motivation and words from people around me -- this is life, it has to go on and that's the cycle of life... always expect the unexpected kan? :)

This is my favourite clas- the subject, the lecturer and the people. oh btw, honored to have my lecturer as my thesis supervisor.. looking forward :D 

this #wefie will not happen if Farouuk didn't invite us to! oh yes, Farouk is our only male student in my class and he's a very capable guy. go find him, buy coffee and pray hard to be his soulmate. *wink wink!*

I felt better, thinking that there will be better opportunities await for me... and whilst I'm also furthering my masters in ESL - don't ask me why, my passion for teaching and talking are just in me,,, hehe..  So, there came June... worked with one of the colleges in Malaysia - no doubt enjoyed teaching..  BUT..... *a long, deep, SIGH*...

oh yes, before June came, there came May and we are all happy to witness a happy couple tied the knot... they are my cousin and good friend.. Alhamdulillah, after all the ups and downs that they went through, they ended those with a beautiful wedding and inshaaAllah marriage till Jannah, inshaaAllah.. i'm happy for both Emi and QissyFurbee.. :)

the cute and adorable couple. sayang ketat ketat!

Then came Ramadhan,,, at this time, I was just a few weeks working at my new workplace.. and Alhamdulillah.. I was confirmed pregnant.. and I'm beyond happy with the news and thankful that Allah heard my prayer... This is so going to be emotional... thinking about what Haffby and I need to go through for our one year and 6 months' marriage, finally our junior is going to be in our arms soon :)

Moi at 28 weeks (26 December, 2014)

Added with another happy news, QissyFurbee was too, confirmed pregnant.. so we both are officially preggers now and our due date is really close to each other,, Kuasa Allah SWT.. :)

Wrote this when I was invigilating examination @ 19, going 20 weeks of Pregnancy :)

As the days went by, we received another cute family member.. it is Muhammad Ali Zidane, the son of my brother and my sister in law.... this boy is so cute and manja,,,, now he's almost going to be 5 months and I tell ya, he can really melt your heart..comel sangat! :)

Kak Adreanna and Baby Zidane. They are adorable, kan! :D

Still, the bonding between me, Aqeef and Adreanna are also going well.. both of them are growing up too fast and with my condition right now, I can't be doing much other than entertaining them while grasping for air! hahaha! :)

When it comes to friendship, biasa la.. people come and go.. i'm no longer being so emotional and hanky panky thinking about kenapa kawan tu dah tak nak kawan dengan kita, kenapa macam aku syok sendiri and all.. to me, this is life.. Yasmin, you just have to accept the fact that people change and you change as well but you didn't notice it.. therefore, with the preference of #watlekwatpeace , i'm happier and never felt better...

The new friends that I'm glad to meet :) 

This is Elly, mommy of Elnaz, My partner in crime for EDU770A2 :D  - we can talk like forever! :D

But of course along the way, God send somebody for you to meet... as cliche as it sounded, either it's a blessing or a lesson... me? i regard both... in a way, new comers in your life are blessings in a way that there must be reason why God wants you to know her and why she needs to know you and etc... a lesson? eh come on la.. takkan la everytime cakap pasal lesson you dah senyum sinis thinking about it is satu penyesalan? heheh.. it could be a good lesson as well.. so far, Alhamdulillah.. 2014 has been pretty easy going year for me...

However, to be honest.. though personally my year has been going on okay and pretty good, to see t.. the people around me, especially in Malaysia is worrying,, the floods, the missing airplanes and so on... true enough that 2014 is a truly challenging year for us in Malaysia, but one thing for sure.. never give up praying for the miracle to happen... inshaaAllah, the year 2015 would be a better year for us all :)

Al Fatihah 

Oh yes, since this is quite long perhaps I would want to continue my so called 2015 resolution in the next post :)

Take care lovely readers, yes.. I miss you as much as you miss me *okay, perasan!* :)

Updating the Updates to Keep you Updated

Olla!

I guess I  lupakan dulu niat pasal the new blog :D

Baik stick to this blog terus... haha! soon to be shared jugak kan?

Firstly, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri buat semua umat Islam :) mesti semua tengah seronok and masih in Raya mood lagi kan? As for me, I am thankful that I still have the chance to celebrate eid with all the people around me... I feel so loved :) 

Anyway, I learnt that things are needed to be appreciated as much as it should be.. sometimes we tend to sulk and sigh when things happen but always forget to see how it can actually teach us to be a better individual kan? 

For example --> me, myself. I have a job now and this is what I've always wanted to do... tapi sebab other things yang should not really be my concern, I senang rasa macam nak cari kerja lain... But, I tend to forgot how hard other people strive to get a job while me? I already have a job and yet whining about that I need to learn to tolerate? Hmm.. 

This is so life and manusia... common people la kan.. never never enough of things given to them... kan? 

But this has really open my eyes to see that there are more unfortunate people out there and I should be grateful for things... 

Therefore, say Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah :) 

It's Never Easy To Be In Other's Shoes

Salam! 

I'm actually delaying my posting.. because i'm  not sure whether or not this could be shared here... It has been a crazy week previously, full of colours - things are no longer grey, it's combination of colours. But maybe that's what life is all about, ain't it? 

Need not for me to mention what actually has been happening to me last week - as for me, it's enough for my husband, family and close friends to know about it... but this really taught me a lesson... well, not only one, but LESSONS.. 

I learn that it's always good to prepare for worst, 

I learn that it's never enough sit comfortably where you are,

I learn that not everyone could accept you the way you are

                                                     (believe it or not, this is the realm world. Getting cruel day by day)

I learn that not everyone will be by your side when you're down 

I learn that not all will understand you the way you want it to be, 

I learn that unexpected events are to be considered as expected

I learn that sadness can never be heal by faking smiles or laughs, 

I learn that the one who empowers to feel your tears, sorrow is only you, and HIM

I learn that the one who listens to the feelings that we wish to share is HIM

I learn that I am not grateful enough - always forgetting to thank HIM

I learn that people are not the same as you are

                                                        (Never put high hope on people, do things sincerely)

I learn that to have a friend,  be a friend

I learn that to love, is to give and not to whine 

I learn that to compromise is to understand 

I learn that to be free is to let go 

I learn that to walk ahead is to move on 

I learn that after all the things you went through, you'll be stronger. 

I learn that HE tested you because HE loves you 

                                                       (For wanting you to be a better person)

I learn that it's never easy to be in one's shoes.... 

(Sarah Yasmin Azizan, 5/4/2014- 1306pm)

Introducing;: "Of Self Reflection and Memoir in EDU 702"

Salam Sayang semuanya!

Amboi, ahkak ni sejak sambung belajar, tak cukup tangan and jari kaki nak menghapdet blog ahkak... Well, terima kasih atas sambutan anda terhadap blog saya... Kak Min rasa terharu sangat sebab ramai yang menyinggah di belog saya :)

Anyway, disini I nak share yang I have another educational-based blog which I just created for the past few weeks for my master's programme... Now, kat sana.. nak berjemah tu susah sikit la sebab ahkak kena update ala ala professional dan formal tau.. :)

Please, feel free to visit my other blog as well. Kepada sesiapa yang nak share ideas pun boleh je :)
Jom singgah ke www.syasharesedu702.blogspot.com 

Nak Kurus ke Tak?

Salam Semua!

Ha.. kata nak berfikiran positif kan? Gittiew... So here I am.. dah tak nak dah post benda benda sedih.. *tak boleh janji la. tapi akan elak post benda emo sebaik mungkin!*.. 

Tiga minggu lepas, My auntie has called me and pujuk me to join the Zumba Session dekat opis i ni... pada mulanya macam keberatan... abestu, kalau badan dah besar definitely semua pun berat.. tapi masa tu, mintak pendapat and izin Haffby dulu.. katanya "OKAY, boleh ajo"... jadi, ahkok pun dengan jayanya setuju...

Masa baru baru tu terpikir punya lah eksaited tak hengat... tak cukup dengan Google, kita YouTube, tak puas dengan tu, siap nak cuba buat steps lagi.. tapi,. dengan gigihnya, GAGAL ye... semput..tapi nak jugak cuba kan.. pastu. nak dijadikan cerita, masa first class, tak dapat nak hadirkan diri sebabnya MC.. amekkaw! Diorang cakap masa first class buat Waka Waka :p ... jadi ahkak Wakakakakakak je la kat rumah masa tu... :)

Namun, I don't give up easily.. Eventhough the next one is going to be my first, and second to others who join, I kuatkan semangat and still go for the class.. and yesterday, we danced to Jai Ho... aiyo amma... I tell you, sweating kaw kaw...

Now I know why they love Zumba so much... sebab dia ada banyak movement.. ehem ehem, bila dah banyak movement ni, dah tentu lebih la kalori dibakar ye dok? I had lots of fun.. and yes, berbalik kepada topik diatas, Nak Kurus Ke Tak Nak? hahahaha

To compare cardio workouts yang lain, Zumba would be one of the most interesting one sebab it's fun and enjoyable... cuba kalau pakai machine workouts tu, definitely you will be sweating tapinya you will get bored easily ye tak? sebab dok tengok je time kat machine tu... "Bila la nak 10 minit?" , "Apa ni..lambatnya" , "Ha? baru 3 minit aku berjalan?".. hahaha!

What I can conclude is that, this is definitely helping me and motivating me to tone down more and more. Realising the fact that I want to put effort in conceiving, I have to lose more weight. As you can see now, I'm like a happy giantess :)

Apa tunggu lagi? Jom ZUMBA!

The Beauty of Positivism

Salam!

Sharing things here  won't harm right as this is my territory? chewah!

I suddenly feel like I have tons of things to say, express and just to scribble here on my playground... 

I was truly affected with my previous post that I felt down, well that is not the only contribution that leads to my doom-kind-of feeling, however maybe because of the surroundings now, today and gosh, what more to come in the future? 

We, meaning ALL of us in this world are heere without knowing what's gonna happen the next minute in your life... this same goes to reflection.. some of us are aware that we are surrounded by too much sense of pessimism, and some refused to open any door towards negativity but to choose positivity in life... 

Is there any way that can make this easier?

Is there any way that we can all gather to be in the positive vibes?

I choose to be happy. Tapi, to be happy is not easy so how? Here's how I do it:- 

1. Tebalkan muka - that's what you just have to do when dealing with pessimistic and negativism..
2. Reflect  - Always reflect on things that you have done - whether or not it somehow affects one's life..
3. Close your eyes, nose and just shut Up - Admitting the fact that how much we used to love gossips, hot news and rumours. I learned that these are all craps. hahah... Memang seronok dengar itu ini, pasal orang ni pasal orang tu and all.. but trust me it won't bring you anywhere, except to just make you feel so bad.. and at the end of the day. you tend to hurt sebab orang pun akan bercakap pasal u... so, better shut up :)
4. Forgive and Seek for Forgiveness - we are human, and we can never run from this..we say things, we made mistakes.. but to ask for forgiveness to the person you hurt that could be intentionally, or unintenionally will somehow lead you to a "better feeling" phase... and yes, if someone is there, hurting you and asking for your forgiveness, sila lembutkan hati and cuba maafkan.. no harm done pun.. although forgetting those shits they put you through seemed tough, however, fogiving them will somehow help you to move on better. :) 

So, is there any tips to be shared here as well? Oh come on..starting today, let's just promote optimism among us.. percayalah, tak rugi apa pun :) 

What I Fee Like Sharing: PCOS

Salam Everybody... 

I know I have been away for too long.. 

I have been wanting to share something very deep that affect my life as a Woman but I guess it takes time, and a lot of considerations - because I really don't have the intention of hurting any parties.. 

I was born as a normal child, who plays at playground, who's very easy to get along with everybody and also has no idea about my future --> definitely it is...who has anyway? 

I'm married for more than a year, and yes.. at this stage.. when you go visiting family, friends, neighbours or anybody else in the world - the hit question that they would ask you is "Any babies yet?".. The truth is, I don't really feel offended at the earlier MONTHS of my marriage, but day by day I started to feel annoyed with that question or anything similar to that... 

First and foremost, how the H*LL do I have idea on when will a creature develops in my tummy? Can you even answer that? No kan... And Secondly, I am not trying to be rude... but I seriously don't get the point of people trying to meddle around with your business - telling you things that you should and should not do to have baby... what position lah, when lah... and all those lah... haih

Thirdly, these kind of hit questions really affect my confidence as a woman, wife, daughter, sister and basically - WOMAN... I am such a big fat liar if I said that I'm cool with all the questions given... And it's more painful to hear all those negativities coming from all the Mak Ciks, Pak Ciks, Kakaks and Abangs - telling us.. we, Hafmynn are in the family planning scheme.. in a way they ASSUMED that I'm not ready... 

Seriously, do guys have any idea on how much this affects an individual around you? Well, you just demotivate them and make them feel down that they don't even want to put their head up once they feel like burying their head on the ground? Ouch!

So, being brave enough, I made an appintment with one of the Ob/Gyn in Tropicana Medical Centre - with the recommendation from MamaLove.. But, bear in mind that in order for me to attend this appointment, it took me such hard time and fuss.. I believe Allah wants me to really know what is acually wrong with me... 

From Google

And here I am, saying it to the public.. I was diagnosed to have PCOS... Polycistic Ovary Syndrome... this usually happens for people who are overweight and can also happen to those who are underweight... Now this has been an answer for me for not getting my monthly menstrual for the past 3 months...

It is clear now, as the doctor has explained to me more about this... and whether I like it or not, I just have to bear and accept it... and it ain't easy for me... 

Doctor said that I gotta lose some wight in order for me to conceive -which brings less harm to the baby..As she was explaning, tears run down my cheek... I did ask her what are other possibilities resulting to this illness? she mentioned that if care is not taken, it will develop as cysts and if it got critical, it will lead to ovarian cancer *which I don't ever think of going throught it*.. 

Another thing that she highlighted, for me to be free from PCOS is to get pregnant - which is my problem now... 

So you see...life is not always about what and how you want it to be... Allah is fair, once he wants to show you his power, he will show... and as for me, I'm trying my best to lose my weight, not only because I want a baby badly, but also to make sure that I live healthily... 

And as for everyone who's reading out there... start to be more sentitive towards things around you.. Some things are not what you ASSUMED... try to always put yourself in their shoes... :)

As for now, here are some relevant info for PCOS from BabyCenter:- 

What is polycystic ovary syndrome?

It is common for women to have polycystic ovaries, which means their ovaries develop more follicles than normal every month. 

Usually about five follicles start to mature during each menstrual cycle and at least one egg-containing follicle releases a mature egg at ovulation. But a polycystic ovary starts maturing at least twice as many follicles than normal, most of which enlarge and ripen but do not release an egg. 

It is estimated that between 22 and 33 per cent of women have polycystic ovaries. Some women go on to develop polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS), which means they have other symptoms in addition to polycystic ovaries. 

PCOS happens when their hormonal system gets out of balance, making ovulation rare or irregular, and causing other changes in the body. Polycystic ovary syndrome is estimated to affect between 5 and 15 per cent of women of reproductive age, and it is thought to be more common in women of Asian descent.

What causes PCOS?

The root of the problem is resistance to the hormone insulin, which means you need more insulin than usual to regulate the levels of sugar in the body. The extra insulin causes an imbalance in the hormones that usually make your menstrual cycle run smoothly. 

Too much luteinising hormone (LH) is produced compared to follicle-stimulating hormone (FSH), which in turn causes the follicles on the ovaries to produce more of the male hormone testosterone than the female hormone oestrogen. The adrenal glands start to produce increased amounts of testosterone as well. 

Too much testosterone prevents ovulation, along with other symptoms related to the syndrome. Oestrogen is still produced but, because the follicles never get to the point of maturity when progesterone production starts to increase, women with PCOS can be deficient in progesterone.

What are the symptoms of PCOS?

Many women who have polycystic ovaries start having irregular or infrequent periods within three or four years of starting to menstruate. About half the women affected by this condition also gain weight and have excessive hair growth to varying degrees. 

If you have polycystic ovaries, you may suffer from: 

• irregular or non-existent periods;
• very light or very heavy bleeding during your period;
• mild to moderate abdominal discomfort;
• excessive hair growth on your face, chest and lower abdomen;
• acne.

You may also be: 

• infertile
• overweight.

How is PCOS diagnosed?

Your doctor will need to exclude other possible causes of your symptoms, such as a thyroid problem, before PCOS can be diagnosed. A doctor diagnoses PCOS based on: 

• your medical history;
• blood tests to measure hormone levels;
• an ultrasound to check for enlarged, polycystic ovaries.

How is PCOS treated?

Your doctor may give you some lifestyle advice, about weight control and exercise, and will prescribe treatment based on how severe your symptoms are and whether you want to have children. 

Women who do not want to get pregnant can use contraceptive pills or other drugs to correct hormone imbalances. Hormone treatments will regulate your menstrual cycle and may cut down on abnormal hair growth and acne. 

Your doctor may also prescribe creams that help control excess facial hair, and creams or drugs to treat acne. 

Drugs used in fertility treatment, such as clomifene, tamoxifen and gonadotrophins, can help women with PCOS who want to get pregnant. 

If you are overweight, your doctor will advise lifestyle changes before trying fertility drugs. Even a modest weight loss can help your insulin levels get nearer to normal and get ovulation going again, if it has stopped. Losing weight before you conceive can also reduce your risk of developing gestational diabetes during your pregnancy. 

Surgery can help some women to conceive if they have not responded to fertility drugs. The surgeon uses a technique called laparascopic ovarian drilling (LOD) to destroy the tissue on the ovaries that is producing testosterone. 

The effects are often temporary, but LOD can improve the hormone imbalance and the ovulation cycle long enough for the woman to conceive. LOD is as effective as a treatment for infertility as the fertility drug gonadotrophin, with the advantage that it doesn't increase the risk of multiple pregnancy. 

Insulin-sensitising drugs (ISDs), such as metformin, are now being used by specialists as treatments for polycystic ovary syndrome. Many PCOS women who didn't initially respond to a fertility drug responded to it after treatment with an insulin-promoting drug, but more evidence is needed that ISDs work before this treatment becomes widespread. 

Metformin is also sometimes used by specialists as a treatment for infertility in women with PCOS, although the evidence that it really works is contradictory and it has some unpleasant side effects, such as nausea and vomiting.

What should I expect from PCOS treatments?

Clomifene is usually the first line of treatment for PCOS-related fertility problems. It has a good record for getting ovulation started again for women who have stopped ovulating - 70 per cent who take it ovulate. The pregnancy rate is about 15 per cent, but success depends on the length of treatment and other factors, such as whether you are overweight. 

Even a modest weight loss, in overweight women, can improve the success rates of clomifene. You will be monitored by ultrasound to see whether you are responding to the drug. If you're ovulating but have not become pregnant after six months of treatment with clomifene, you will be offered intrauterine insemination (IUI) in addition to the clomifene. 

Fertility drugs carry an increased risk of multiple pregnancy and can have unpleasant side effects, while laparascopic ovarian drilling entails surgery under general anaesthetic. Finding which treatment works best can be a long and complicated process, so try to support each other as much as you can, through the consultations and treatment regimes. 

If fertility is not an issue, the success of treatment depends on how severe your symptoms are. Hormonal treatments, for example, may help regulate periods, reduce skin problems and minimise hair growth. The effects last as long as you take the drugs.

How can I ease my PCOS symptoms?

Most women find that polycystic ovary syndrome causes only mild to moderate abdominal discomfort. Here are some tips for relieving the pain: 

• place a hot water bottle against your tummy;
• lie in a warm bath;
• wear loose clothing;
• use over-the-counter pain relief.

If you prefer not to take hormones or use creams, you could try electrolysis, waxing or other forms of hair removal for excess facial and body hair.

How can I take care of myself?

Your doctor will want to monitor any changes in your ovaries or uterine wall caused by irregular bleeding. She may also want to test your blood intermittently to keep track of hormonal changes. 

It's important to attend these screening appointments, as PCOS carries risks of developing long-term health problems, such as diabetes, high blood pressure, and/or heart problems. The risk of developing these conditions can be reduced by losing weight, if you are overweight or obese, and by eating a healthy diet and exercising regularly.

What can I do to help prevent PCOS?

You can't prevent PCOS, which is probably genetically inherited. Early diagnosis and treatment is the best way to control PCOS symptoms. If your periods are irregular or non-existent, see your doctor and use whatever prescribed medical treatments she suggests to regulate your menstrual cycle. 

In addition, tell your doctor if you have any other unexpected symptoms. It is clear that weight is a significant trigger, and women with PCOS who are overweight can reverse their symptoms through weight loss. 

http://www.babycenter.com.my/a7432/polycystic-ovary-syndrome-pcos-what-you-need-to-know#ixzz2tjqfZM6c

Pea Aim Ask : Something that's related to women :)

Hi Semua! 

*dengan lambaian diva* 

Assalamulaikum... I know I have not been keeping my words well lately, mana tak nya.. masa azam tahun baru, bukan main nak update blog SETIAP hari tanpa FAIL... jadi, jika tuan atau puan jumpa tuan punya belog ni, sila sila lah tunjuk sign "L" for loser kat dia eh... cakap je brabuk! :p

Owait.. currently I'm not in the mood to do anything, in regards it's the beginning of those particular days in a month of every women in the earth! gitu... pasal tu la i ols letak entry tu... lain sikit bunyi nye kan! :D Cer sebut dengan loghat british... sure sama punya :D 

Yes yes yes.. therefore, hanya perempuan sahaja yang tau... apa yang dia tengah rasa bila berhadapan dengan PMS ini... hello all men,it's not like we purposely did it for no reason.. ingat kitorang suka ke nak emosi emosi sampai nangis even kalau benda tu sangat lah kecik... :(

As for me, I am still coping with the PMS situation, as life is always unexpected... Even if you wake up being very optimistic, you tend to feel agitated with things around you if you're in PMS... and the most obvious is when you get easily annoyed with people around you kan!

For instance, semalam! Oh my, Haffby is trying to poke me here and there *Ajet Ajet Anje kan?*.. usually memang saya seorang penggeli... tapi semalam dah tetibe emo sampai nak nangis bagai...Dah kenapa aku ni? hahah! 

Situation:-

• Me            : You.. jangan lah cocok cocok pinggang I.... please la.... 
• Him         : Eh.. kenapa pulak? *teruskan attempt menyocok pinggang ku yang gemok dengan jari dia yang kecik*
• Me           : Jangan laaaaaaaahhhhh... *hentak kaki*
• Him        : Laaa...asal lak? *keep poking*
• Me         : B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jangan laaahh... I tengah PMS laaa!!! *baling badan kat katil - walaupun berat*
• Him         : Eh, sorry la Yang.... ape benda you cakap tu? You tengah apa?
• Me          : PMS *nangis...sumpah poyo kan kan kan!*
• Him       : Amenda tu?
• Me         : *speechless*
• Him       : Yang.. what is PMS?
• Me         : It's like a situation that only female knows and understand lah... tengah nak Period!
• Him      : Laaaa...cakap la Period...susah la jadi perempuan ni.. ada je term yang merumitkan kitorang... 

Nampak tak? Faham apa yang ahkak rasa? kita ni punya lah berhempas pulas tak nak menangis.. dia kacaunya kita... pastu bila kita nak explain... last last dia ingat benda simple je--> PERIOD? haih!

Ini lah dia....whether we like it or not. this is the normal situation that we just have to go through monthly... and actually, there's way to overcome all this... It really depends on how we want to settle things..As for me, my mama dah ajar awal awal dari kecik.. Jangan Layan Emosi... sebab kalau layankan, ni lah jadinye ye!

Anyway, here are some tips to overcome PMS..hope you gurls out there are being optimistic in handling PMS :) 

click here--> PMS by Women LivingNaturally.com

Terima Kasih, Daun Keladi :)

Hi hi Hi! 

Sebenarnya nak update ni few days back, tapi dek sibuk kejorkan anniversary, terlupa je asyik! aisey, Asyik Terlupa.. tengok, cakap pun dah berterabur-isation! :D 

Anyway, kita nak cakap thank you kat empunya blog sebab promote cookies kita...and photo booth kita... :) thank you so much! semoga murah rezeki anda dan panjang umur... hehe! And yes, you guys can follow her too, sebabnya dia punya belog sangat kiut, sebab owner dia pun kiut! :) Her name is Mira Adzlia :) follow her here okays? 

Sedari Diri Please..

Salam Semua, pernah tak terfikir kenapa kita susah nak dapat apa kita nak?

Benda mcm ni semua terpulang pada diri kita balik.. Biasa la.. Pi mai, Pi Mai.. Tang tu jugak ye? 

Sometimes kita sebagai manusia ni selalu terpikir.. Why did I not get this? Why am i not as fortunate as them and all? And haih..kalau nak cakap pasal benda ni.. Rasanya 10k soalan pun tak terjawab tau.. 

Kita selalu tanya "Kenapa?" Atau kita selalu mula dengan ayat "Kalau Lah...".. Tapi pernah tak kita betul betul duduk dan fikir.. Cukup ke usaha yang diusahakan? Adakah benar percakapan ku? Adakah betul tindakan ku?

Bukan apa.. Kejayaan seseorang, jatuh naik seseorang, jodoh dan ajal seseorang memang sudah pun ditentukan oleh allah SWT, dan kita hanya perlu bertawakkal.. Tapi, bertawakkal perlu la bersepadu dengan usaha, ye dak? Betul tak apa mak cik cakap ni? 

I guess this is all the norm that we have with us.. Percaya atau tak, kita ni hanyalah kerdil.. Tapi tu lah, kedekut and tamak.. Allah dah bagi banyak ni, kita nak banyak lagi.. Tapi, adakah kita sebenarnya bersyukur bahawa sekuranf kurangnya, hidup kita tak macam orang lain.. Berperang, uzur, kebuluran?

Pesan Mak Cik satu je.. Bersyukur.. Ucapkan Alhamdulillah.. Dalam bab rezeki ni semua, memang kita kena usaha sebaik mungkin.. Namun, ingat ye kawan kawan..

"Janganlah kita meminta minta jika tak diberi, janganlah menolak jika diberi".. Dalam erti kata lain, bersyukur dengan apa yang ada.. :) 

After all, is it so difficult to just say this daily:- "Alhamdulillah".. :)

Think about it ya..

Not only for you, but this is also for me :)