What has it got to do with Writing?

Hello everybody...

and welcome to the month of June 2013! MashaaALLAH.. how time flies, really fast and furious gitu..

Anyway, I went for a road trip with le husband and parents' in law last weekend that I tak sempat nak upload and update anything... trust me, I swear I would give second thoughts on car ride to Pantai Timur during school holidays... Aiyo, memang la lenguh satu badan... hah, will tell more once le husband uploaded the pics kat laptop dia..maklum la, kalau update blog takde gambar, macam tak beria je orang nak baca sampai bawah.. kan? :D 

Well, yes.. the title up there... what has it got to do with writing? Well, I have so many things on my mind.. Writing relaxes my serabut minded, writing soothes my tense and writing helps me to explain more... At times kita ni banyak cakap tu ye, tapi ada benda yang I rasa should be left unspoken, but recorded through writing system.. Espcially bila tengah marah... You rasa semua orang lah yang paling faham pasal you dalam dunia ni, tapi sebenarnya kita kena ingat, tak semua yang rapat dengan kita ni boleh jadi kawan baik kita, and tak semestinya yang tak rapat dengan kita tak boleh jadi kawan baik kita... okay, pasal friendship ni., I don't wanna say much.. hehe

So, writing itself determines how the readers read.. different people have different types of views and opinion.. biasa la kan, we are all brought up in a different environment and background - which I find that writing can be unique and special... 

Macam dari kecik pun, my mom always asked us to write down things that we do daily... tak kisah la in a point form ke, in a paragraph ke, or even just scribble in the notepad.. dengan garang, mak aku akan check apa yang kita tulis.. Macam I, my mom started to puji me because I'm the one among my brothers yang rajin update... tapi sampai satu tahap, my mom naik berang sebab banyak sangat perkataan "Selepas Itu..Selepas itu"... guess what? I managed to discover the synonym of it.. so I chose "Kemudian, kemudian, kemudian"... of course, selepas itu mak saya pun berang dan kemudian pun lagi berang! hahaha!

I have tons of so called journal or diaries - I love writing, and to me there's no need for specific correct grammar to write anything that you feel in your blog, or journal or diary - that's yours and that's just you... :) it would be delightful if others read and enjoy themselves...

however, I regretted the fact that aku buang a log book full of poetry that I wrote by myself starting dari form 2... haih, bijak! masa tu ingat macam boleh je buat lagi... but as time flies by, whatever that is about to be written has always unpredictable..hanya Allah yang tahu!

Like now even, since I start working at this new work place, I guess I don't want to take the risk of keeping everything inside... My perasaan is not just a normal gobok. it's like a kereta kebal dah... haha, so I decided to have my new journal so that whatever that I feel like wriing, doesn't matter if you're angry or not, then that would be a place for me to play and chill with,., just a pen and paper... but of course, lebih afdal jika kita sampaikan doa pada Allah SWT :)

Frankly, kalau I ada anak anak besok, I would definitely encourage them to write and write... and as for parents, appreciate la kan :D

Mine - berani baca ar! :D 

Therefore, dah macam banyak sangat je ramble rumble ni... hope to update more soon!

Remember!! Live, Love, Laugh and Learn :) 

Sample of journal :) - Google

The famous break up letter 2013 - Google 

Cute kan? This is from Google :)

Dari benang and yellow ruler

Yada yada yada....

something like this la :)

When I was younger (*sekarang lagi muda*), I always took my grandmother's thread - of course secretly lah, and made it my konon konon Kapur as I always play pretend "Cikgu cikgu"... with whom? Of course la dengan anak patung, teddy bear and sometimes our pet cat... I don't know why, but I always have this so called interest at school looking and observing how teacher's taught at school... macam best kan sebab lain cikgu, lain ragam.... Oh ya, bila wujudnya dua orang adik yang comel, akak pun terpaksa la "upgrade" sikit lakonan jadi macam guru besar or paling kurang pun guru disiplin.. Lagi lagi kalau pergi bookshop, perkara yang harus dibeli ---> pembaris warna kuning...hahaah! bajet nak rotan je kan... haihhh... drama queen forever je aku ni... 

Sebijik yang ni, tapi yang panjang sikit.. baru la guru disiplin  :D

Anyway, as I grow up, I realised the fact that I always adore semua, ha meh I tulis besar sikit.. SEMUA cikgu Bahasa Inggeris I... I just feel like their classes are interesting, boleh cakap ala ala bahasa Backstreet boys dan tidak juga daku lupakan Westlife (*yang aku menangis bagai nak gila nak pergi concert dia masa Darjah 6 - kalau dah namanya Drama Queen, of course mama I tewas...hehehe*)... 

So, because of the observation, the play pretend sessions, the interest in language, I develop this passion of becoming one of the teachers who is able to motivate other to learn and love the language itself.. ya, some people tend to say "Ini semua poyo", but seriously, I can tell that not many teachers can motivate others tau... it requires patience and determination... 

Jadi, si drama queen ni pun further study in TESL - and Alhamdulillah, during my practicum I got a school with fantastic kids and loving they are.. Frankly, I am missing them so much bagai pungguk rindukan bulan...Sebabnya, I managed to develop confidence and love towards the career that I'm in and also my sayang-ness towards the students... bila masa berlalu, oh my..how besar they are now and they grow beautifully... 

So you see, teaching tu bukan perkara yang senang ya abang/adik/kakak/... it requires high Iq macamana you wish to make it interesting kan.. Anyway, whatever that we are doing now, jangan pernah lupa siapa cikgu kita...because... cuba korang pikir balik..masa zaman sekaolah dulu, berapa jam spent kat sekolah? berapa jam je spent kat rumah? And how much has teachers contribute to us? Kalau you all perasan, they are the ones yang ajar kita macam macam.. oh my, thanks teachers. :) 

Be Strong My Hero, My Dad...

I have always adore him and he will never be replaced by any other dad in this world... 

My dad is currently suffering of dengue and now admitted in the hospital... The blood palette's reading seems to be changing drastically.. Today is the 4th day and I can tell very well that he's struggling and fighting his very best to go againts this virus.. At first, I didn't get it when he always been refusing to drink more water so that it could help him rehydrate but only today I got to know that his stomach is in a very pain.. I saw him two days ago at his ward - still remember cleary how he shivered and also difficulty to sleep... 

Went for a visit as well last night.. The doctor said that his temperature keeps on changing, and his blood palette reading was at 60!

And today i was expecting good news to be heard, but we are alarmed by the latest reading which is 21.. He is now in HDU room and under strict invigilation where by the nurses must come and go like almost every half an hour to monitor everything...

I can see everybody is sad, worried and gloomy.. But Bapak is being Bapak.. He tried not to dissapoint people around him and he portrayed a positive behaviour...

But deep down inside, he confessed and complained  that his stomach and liver are beginning to feel sore and painful.. 

However bapak, I want you to be strong. I love you. We love you Azizan Abdul Rashid.. Please be strong, hold on a little longer my hero, my dad. I love you, i really love you... 

I know you miss me, so here I come..

Hello dear readers and stalkers,

How have you guys been doing? Yeap, i realised the fact that I have not been updating this ever since forever... Well, many things had happened in my life..

My marriage life is beautifully progressing... at this stage we are learning to get to know each other and developing the mutual understanding between us.. Seriously, those who are thinking to get married, consider this please --> it's just the beginning of something really NEW.. ha, one should remember that lepas kahwin, there's no more such things as merajuk tak nak angkat calls, tak nak jumpa ke apa... ingat, it's a level to reach mutual understanding among both parties, which I find it interesting, challenging and dewasa sangat.. hehe 

Apart from that life has been pretty much amusing... at certain point you'll realised the fact that some people who have been with you for so long have just got to leave -uhm not because they, or even we want to, but that's just want have been written in the stars.... *cewah, poyo tahap dewa* 

Working life itself... haih, my parents are pretty upset with me that I do job hopping a lot.. Biasa lah,you being so called orang muda, bila orang tua tanya..ada je jawapan.. kononnya doesn't suit my interest la, time constraints la... hahaha, sebenarnya mengada dan tak reti nak bersyukur...I always adore how those elderly people or people from other generation could continue their working days up to so many years.. sometimes even 30 years of services? wow wow wee! However, i'm happy with my current job... and my previous jobs will always be such good experience for me to develop my self, and my confidence... 

Alright then, i'm not gonna promise anything.. but I know, I have tons of things to ramble... 

Live,Love,Learn,Laugh,

Yasmin Azizan

New title, no more Miss :)

Assalamualaikum readers.
Mashaa Allah it's been so long since i last ramble mumble here.. Anyway, a lot of expected and unexpected things have happened to me.. And i personally don't know where and how should i begin.. :)

Alhamdulillah, it has been a "so far so good" start of the year 2013.. The date 26.01.2013 is the most important date of my life that i am no longer a miss, but mrs to a wonderful Mr. Hafiz Ismail.. With only one recitation, he is now mine and i'm all his - girls, eat your heart out please! *poyo me as always.. Hehe*

The three beautiful events were just so lovely that hubs and i been enjoying ourselves so much - to wear beautiful clothes, to see me in nice make up *padahal i sweat like super a lot*, to see family and friends come to our wedding, awh it is just awesome.. I bet we can never forget the moment..

Anyway, life has been pretty amazing that i am still trying to cope up with my responsibilities as a wife..nasib baik la sang suami saya sangat baik dan understanding..

Hmm.. Starting from tonight, i guess i will be updating my blog as often as i could just to perhaps express things and etc.

As for now, here's the picture of me and hubby :)

Ssup Homie?

Olla! I have not been rumbling for quite a while isn't it? Oh well, hello readers and stalkers! I am still alive and living life to the fullest *poyo, i know! :D*

Nothing much has changed laktely aprt from the fact that i got a new job, and also i am practicing new routine in my life which is "Eat Healthily".. Haha.. Nak naik pelamin kena la korbankan favourite food semua! Nyahaha! I am in the midst of experimenting something but give me two months okay? Let say if it works baru i share.. Kalau tak, wat gapo? Malu jew!

My wedding is soon baby soon and trust me, there are a lot to do. Now, nanti i put on labels or what for my wedding preparation k?

So how is everybody? Oh if you're wondering how's mine... It is always a roller coaster! Well 'till then! Kita borak nanti k? Thanks fr stopping by!


LoveMeEvenMore,
MinAzizan

Talking seems to sound easy

Hi!
I tried so hard to sleep but I just can't, YET. So maybe it's best for me to ramble my thoughts here..

Talking or rambling might sound easy and I guess everybody, I mean, mostly. all of us are enjoying conversations, interactions, communication or thibgs that related to those - only with regards good interest and also other purposes.

I find that talking it self has it's own pros and cons. My gudness sake, siapa sangka talking can also make u change ur life? My mom used to say that we have to always be cautious about words that we are about to say to make sure we mind about the sensitivity and also etc la..

The fact is.. If we have the intention to talk, or advise or to share opinion with the of course good intention, it would be a trouble if the other party seemed to be so passive and not "cooperating" perhaps?

So how can we really do this? I guess it's the typical "our" culture that we have to practice which is "SABAR je lah"..

Well, in case if you are thinking to tall to your friend or anybody about something, make sure u know
Ways to do so.. Well, will probably share with you the next entry ya ;)

Seee u soonest, me is very the berry sleepy :)

Love,
MinAzizan