Just A Little Update

Salam Everybody!

So, how's your weekdays going along? Yayy? Nayy?
Hmm..what will happen when things go wrong? Will you scream your heart out? Will you make an angry troll face to everybody around you? Will you stomp your feet while your mouth looks like a very old Nenek Kebayan reading for spells?

Hmm.. i must say that things are pretty haywire these few days... But if i were to voice it out to Momma and bapak, definitely they will just say "You ah, complaining so much without direction! that's what we call life la... you think you're always on top ah?" nyeh, and when it comes to sharing with Haffby, definitely he'll go cuckoo and said "Sabar yang....ni semua dugaan"..

Oh my, it's not that I don't have the SABAR-ness to SABAR-ing myself, but sometimes when things go beyond our control, you'll go a bit cray cray that at times you'll feel like: -

1. Scream your heart out - as if that when you scream you have the potential like Mariah Carey punya vibrato kan! Padahal, kalau katak dengar pun lari hokeh!
2. Just feel like being alone - Masa ni bukan nak berlagak terror, but you know there's time when everything is not going right, you just want to turn LEFT, tapi tak kena jugak... So you just want to be by the corner there by yourself and just do nothing but to just be by yourself...ada kan kan kan kan??
3. Eat everything at once - Memang, masa ni la rasa macam nak makan the whole tub of Baskin Robbins, the whole flavours of Big Apple Donut and semua benda la.. kononnya nak release stress, memang la... lepastu gemok dah macam badak, still stress kan? Eeee. Never ending!

So you see, these are some of the things that I would want to do when my mood swings, or when things are just not at the right place, situation or etc. But I guess as I grow older, I just have to think smarter on what to be done when alarming situation says HI to me... the best way is of course, Zikir... 

I learned that whatever things that people put you through, whether intentionally or unintentionally, just forgive and move on... and Zikir... Allah knows best kan :)