What is with the title : Mother

Emak, Mak, Mama, Ibu, Mummy, Umi, Bonda - maksud ni semua sama.. Which is a person who carries child for 9 months and changed their lifestyle forever to take care of the child..

Assalamualaikum! 

I am back.. I thought blogging would be easier for me to express and to jot down memorable experiences here but nahhhh ahhh it's not easy though.. I have respect and salute those blogger moms yang mampu share their tips other than taking care of their children at the same time.. As for ahkak, I have to wait for my ARW to sleep, then only I can bebel here and happens to be that hari ni dia tidur extra nyenyak :p

What I'm about to share here is based on my personal experience... some might have the same and some might have total different experience... so, here goes:

• Sebelum ada anak, tidur kita memang nyenyak. You put bomb sebelah pun belum tentu terjaga *nahh..ni kena jaga jaga naa.. buatnya suami mintak izin nak kahwin lain tang tidur ke kan..buatnya kalau kita terkata "OK", kan satu hal tu..hahah* BUT, bila dah ada anak.... walaupun you mengantuk macamana pun, bila anak u bunyi EK sikit je, you dah terjaga! :D 
• Sebelum ada anak, you can take all the time you want in the shower. Kata je nak buat konsert apa pun, nak nyanyi sampai jiran sebelah subscribe youtube channel kau pun boleh kak oii...tapi, bila dah ada anak, kau jangan harap nak mandi selama mungkin bila nanti... haaa, kalau dapat mandi 5 minit tu kira bagus la *tapi, I still wangi okay*
• Sebelum bergelar seorang mak budak. you tend to scroll instagram account yang jual barang make up, skirt kembang, tudung lilit lip lap lip lop and semua untuk you.. tapi bila dah ada anak, apa lagi... follow ig barang budak je manjang... pastu sibuk berangan nak pakaikan itu ini..untuk ANAK... diri sendiri pikir belakang babe!
• Kalau dulu sebelum ada anak, nak google semua benda yang merepek binti kerapu... seperti apa gossip terkini kat beautifulnara la, kat siakap keli and all lah... but now when you have a child with you. memanjang google pasal baby... such as "why does my newborn farts a lot", "is it normal for my newborn to poo seldomly" , "is it okay to breastfeed my baby when I'm on medication"..and so on! tak caya? tunggu la nanti kome jadi makkkk! :p

At the moment, macam tu je la kot yang I rasa I ingat untuk share sebab sebenarnya banyak... tapi kita pelan pelan kayuh la dulu ye tak? :D 

Personally, being a mom is beautiful sebab it teaches me to be patience- dalam segala hal.. dari karenah anak, or even people around you yang kadang kadang bagi you perangai seperti nak hempuk je diorang dengan pampers bayi itu... namun, kau akan hanya tersenyum luas sajoooo :D 

My Pregnancy Story: How I find Out

Salam :)
Mata ni tak boleh lelap pula...
So, let me share about my pregnancy with all of you ya... :)

The Moment of Truth

Okay, frankly speaking.. I didn't expect this pregnancy as I got so fed up having to wait and hope for false alarm sebab dulu terlalu mengharap.. Orang tua tua kan pernah cakap yang jangan terlalu fikir and terterkan pasal sesuatu perkara, lagi lagi melibatkan zuriat... and true enough, masa dapat tau i'm pregnant, I was like......... SERIOUSLY???? ALHAMDULILLAH!!!! Okay, so the chronicles are as following:-

• I got a serious fever and runny nose. Masa tu first week of puasa 2014, and third week i'm working at my new workplace... So, masa pagi nak pergi kerja tu.. Haffby pesan suruh pergi doktor untuk get some meds untuk cool down the fever and runny nose.. sebab dia cakap badan I sort of panas and dia kata I macam tak larat... 
• So, sebagai isteri yang baik *biasa la, mesti ada selingan carry the own basket one*, I went to to clinic dengan harapan, "Doktor, tolong la bagi mak cik MC. Mak cik dah tak larat asyik nak lap selemo ni, dengan kepala denyut denyut nak drive bagai".. So, I pretty well remembered what was the first question, actually second question Doctor asked me after dia tanya khabar. The question was "When was your last period?".. So i dengan selamba je jawab... and by then I memang dah lambat a week... but me, being as lampi as I can when it comes to all these matters, I cakap it's normal sebab my period is always irregular. She insisted for me to pee on the stick jugak, but I still refused sebab takut false alarm.. nak dekat masuk sepuluh minit dia pujuk...aku tak nak jugak..pastu dia cakap "Yasmin, I cannot simply prescribe you the meds because I don't know what's your situation. So, I suggest... you go home and rest, I will give you MC. if you change your mind and decided to take the test, kat rumah or here, let me know the results. Then only I can bagi you ubat"... Okay, dengan senyum sinis, I angguk and just went off. 
• Kebetulan, masa yang sama.. memang I nak ke Guardian *my favourite place sebab entah la... i suka sangat masuk Guardian ke, Watsons ke, Sasa ke, just because I love all those wangi wangi things..hahaha*.. I memang nak beli toiletries and so on... pastu lalu la kat row pregnancy kit tu... dalam hati gatal nak beli jugak, jadi tangan pun tolong hati and letak pregnancy kit tu dalam bakul :D
• Balik rumah, solt zuhur... tidor. Ya allah, mengulor betul hari tu.... hidung asyik berair je masa tu. hahaha.. so, came Asar prayer, and sebelum ambik wudhuk tu, asyik terfikir apa doktor cakap... tapi dalam hati sibuk berkata "Haiii! Tewas lagi... kena ke kencing jugak kat benda alah ni?"... So, I did... and masa tu I tengok takde pun double line...So, i ambik wudhuk and just biarkan that UPT kat tepi sinki.. dengan harapan akan dibersihkan selepas solat asar nnt... 
• Then, lepas solat asar.. I masuk bilik air nak buang benda tu... and I got the biggest shock of my life.. nangis... uwek uwek uwek... eh silap.. uwaa uwaa uwaaaaaaa... double line... tak tersangka.... terus keluar bilik air... and sujud syukur... alhamdulillah.... 
• Bila dah tau macam tu, baru la semua benda teringat.. sebelum I demam teruk tu, I ada cakap kat my husband I teringin sangat nak makan Hummus... sampai berair mata whatssap dia cakap nak jugak makan tu no matter what.. and dia pun belikan i.. tapi, bila sampai waktu berbuka, i just makan dua suap je... Pastu, dah tak nak... masa tu Haffby macam pelik la.. mana taknya, beria ia kata nak makan, tapi last last dua suap je :D 
• So, we broke the news to our family, mainly his family and my family... alhamdulillah, semua pun happy... and we are also very happy, and yes..bersyukur!

However, both me and Haffby learnt that Allah tidak pernah tidur, and Allah sentiasa tahu bila nak memberikan sesuatu kepada Hambanya... Yang penting, kita kena berdoa, selalu. :) 

till then, nanti I sambung lagi inshaaAllah :)