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something like this la :)

When I was younger (*sekarang lagi muda*), I always took my grandmother's thread - of course secretly lah, and made it my konon konon Kapur as I always play pretend "Cikgu cikgu"... with whom? Of course la dengan anak patung, teddy bear and sometimes our pet cat... I don't know why, but I always have this so called interest at school looking and observing how teacher's taught at school... macam best kan sebab lain cikgu, lain ragam.... Oh ya, bila wujudnya dua orang adik yang comel, akak pun terpaksa la "upgrade" sikit lakonan jadi macam guru besar or paling kurang pun guru disiplin.. Lagi lagi kalau pergi bookshop, perkara yang harus dibeli ---> pembaris warna kuning...hahaah! bajet nak rotan je kan... haihhh... drama queen forever je aku ni... 

Sebijik yang ni, tapi yang panjang sikit.. baru la guru disiplin  :D

Anyway, as I grow up, I realised the fact that I always adore semua, ha meh I tulis besar sikit.. SEMUA cikgu Bahasa Inggeris I... I just feel like their classes are interesting, boleh cakap ala ala bahasa Backstreet boys dan tidak juga daku lupakan Westlife (*yang aku menangis bagai nak gila nak pergi concert dia masa Darjah 6 - kalau dah namanya Drama Queen, of course mama I tewas...hehehe*)... 

So, because of the observation, the play pretend sessions, the interest in language, I develop this passion of becoming one of the teachers who is able to motivate other to learn and love the language itself.. ya, some people tend to say "Ini semua poyo", but seriously, I can tell that not many teachers can motivate others tau... it requires patience and determination... 

Jadi, si drama queen ni pun further study in TESL - and Alhamdulillah, during my practicum I got a school with fantastic kids and loving they are.. Frankly, I am missing them so much bagai pungguk rindukan bulan...Sebabnya, I managed to develop confidence and love towards the career that I'm in and also my sayang-ness towards the students... bila masa berlalu, oh my..how besar they are now and they grow beautifully... 

So you see, teaching tu bukan perkara yang senang ya abang/adik/kakak/... it requires high Iq macamana you wish to make it interesting kan.. Anyway, whatever that we are doing now, jangan pernah lupa siapa cikgu kita...because... cuba korang pikir balik..masa zaman sekaolah dulu, berapa jam spent kat sekolah? berapa jam je spent kat rumah? And how much has teachers contribute to us? Kalau you all perasan, they are the ones yang ajar kita macam macam.. oh my, thanks teachers. :) 

Be Strong My Hero, My Dad...

I have always adore him and he will never be replaced by any other dad in this world... 

My dad is currently suffering of dengue and now admitted in the hospital... The blood palette's reading seems to be changing drastically.. Today is the 4th day and I can tell very well that he's struggling and fighting his very best to go againts this virus.. At first, I didn't get it when he always been refusing to drink more water so that it could help him rehydrate but only today I got to know that his stomach is in a very pain.. I saw him two days ago at his ward - still remember cleary how he shivered and also difficulty to sleep... 

Went for a visit as well last night.. The doctor said that his temperature keeps on changing, and his blood palette reading was at 60!

And today i was expecting good news to be heard, but we are alarmed by the latest reading which is 21.. He is now in HDU room and under strict invigilation where by the nurses must come and go like almost every half an hour to monitor everything...

I can see everybody is sad, worried and gloomy.. But Bapak is being Bapak.. He tried not to dissapoint people around him and he portrayed a positive behaviour...

But deep down inside, he confessed and complained  that his stomach and liver are beginning to feel sore and painful.. 

However bapak, I want you to be strong. I love you. We love you Azizan Abdul Rashid.. Please be strong, hold on a little longer my hero, my dad. I love you, i really love you... 

I know you miss me, so here I come..

Hello dear readers and stalkers,

How have you guys been doing? Yeap, i realised the fact that I have not been updating this ever since forever... Well, many things had happened in my life..

My marriage life is beautifully progressing... at this stage we are learning to get to know each other and developing the mutual understanding between us.. Seriously, those who are thinking to get married, consider this please --> it's just the beginning of something really NEW.. ha, one should remember that lepas kahwin, there's no more such things as merajuk tak nak angkat calls, tak nak jumpa ke apa... ingat, it's a level to reach mutual understanding among both parties, which I find it interesting, challenging and dewasa sangat.. hehe 

Apart from that life has been pretty much amusing... at certain point you'll realised the fact that some people who have been with you for so long have just got to leave -uhm not because they, or even we want to, but that's just want have been written in the stars.... *cewah, poyo tahap dewa* 

Working life itself... haih, my parents are pretty upset with me that I do job hopping a lot.. Biasa lah,you being so called orang muda, bila orang tua tanya..ada je jawapan.. kononnya doesn't suit my interest la, time constraints la... hahaha, sebenarnya mengada dan tak reti nak bersyukur...I always adore how those elderly people or people from other generation could continue their working days up to so many years.. sometimes even 30 years of services? wow wow wee! However, i'm happy with my current job... and my previous jobs will always be such good experience for me to develop my self, and my confidence... 

Alright then, i'm not gonna promise anything.. but I know, I have tons of things to ramble... 

Live,Love,Learn,Laugh,

Yasmin Azizan